[Emu Rants] Drinking party? No way!

I'm actually very depressed right now. Why? Because I'm sick of going to all these drinking parties. I don't even know how I managed to stand it this long but I'm putting a stop to this now, why? Because I feel really bad when i'm at these parties. I feel more like that awkward third wheel, every time.

So let's just take yesterday as an example. My friend asks me to come I say "Sure, why not?" thinking that I might actually get some time together with one of my dear friends. Did I? No. When I arrive at the place I get totally ignored most of the time and the most annoying thing is that I don't really know anyone else at the place so I'm just sitting there drinking a little and watch my friend have fun. Don't get me wrong I don't blame my friend for anything she was really drunk and all (and sure you can never really blame the alcohol for anything but whatever.) so i'm not mad at her or anything. Besides that it's just the same shit over and over again.

Everyone is drunk and does stupid, hilarious, funny things. After that some people start to get more sexual with each other and starts kissing and things like that. (Sometimes said persons disappear together, yeah only guess what they are doing.) people play some more drinking games, some people gets so drunk they don't know what they are doing, all music gets louder and louder each hour, people screams to over voice the music, people get mad at each other for just the simplest of things, some more screaming. Yeah it's basically this process over and over again and I'm sick of it. 

Maybe I just don't have the right drinking buddies or I just don't simply thinks it's fun anymore. But for now I'm not going to anymore parties for a while.

Emu out!